Getting Back Into the Swing of Things
Last week was my first week back to work after the birth of the twins in September. Other mothers have told me it's hard to go back to work and they cried when they had to go back, so I prepared myself mentally.
I did cry the week before I was suppose to go back to work, but it wasn't because I was leaving my babies. I love Connor and Chloe, they are amazing and adorable, but staying at home to care for them is hard. It is especially challenging with two, constant juggling and very isolating. I was happy to be back at the office, working on projects, contributing to the team, and interacting within the adult world.
Maria cares for the twins during the day and does so beautifully. When I see her interact with the babies I realize she is a natural, caring for children is what she is meant to do and I'm lucky to have her help with my family.
Maybe I should feel guilty leaving them with someone else all day, but right now I don't. I'm happy with the care they're getting at home and feel like I can be a better mother when I contribute to my career. It's a balance for all things and I'm figuring out what works best for the Swans.
I did cry the week before I was suppose to go back to work, but it wasn't because I was leaving my babies. I love Connor and Chloe, they are amazing and adorable, but staying at home to care for them is hard. It is especially challenging with two, constant juggling and very isolating. I was happy to be back at the office, working on projects, contributing to the team, and interacting within the adult world.
Maria cares for the twins during the day and does so beautifully. When I see her interact with the babies I realize she is a natural, caring for children is what she is meant to do and I'm lucky to have her help with my family.
Maybe I should feel guilty leaving them with someone else all day, but right now I don't. I'm happy with the care they're getting at home and feel like I can be a better mother when I contribute to my career. It's a balance for all things and I'm figuring out what works best for the Swans.
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